ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED: triple j, October 2020
With her debut album Fake It Flowers, beabadoobee has officially arrived.
Sure, the British-Filipina musician (born Beatrice Laus) has been out here doing her thing for a couple of years now; however, the release of her debut album truly feels like she’s stepping up to the plate as one of Gen Z’s indie leaders.
A tight, 12-track package of rock music that serves as a love letter to some powerful 90’s alt-rock names (Alanis, Pavement, Dinosaur Jr come to mind), Fake It Flowers puts a refreshing, modern spin on the kinds of concerns and observations we’ve all gone through in youth.
This brand of guitar-centric and pop-leaning rock music that Bea is now known for isn’t something new; we’ve seen bands like Best Coast, Speedy Ortiz and more recently, Clairo, excel at expressing themselves through this way. An album like Fake It Flowers adds to this great canon of storytelling from a young, feminine perspective.
Bea has previously released four EPs, stretching back to 2018’s Lice, and been working on her craft consistently since her track ‘Coffee’ first hit the internet in 2017; the song that enjoyed viral success thanks to being sampled by Canadian artist Powfu.
The records, while fun listens for any fan of indie rock, cruised by without really making a stamp. It brought beabadobee to the radars of circles seeking out their next indie guitar hero, but these releases always felt like we were still a little ways away from getting that definitive beabadoobee punch.
Yet, as the opening notes of ‘Care’ kick in and Fake It Flowers embarks on its journey, we know that this is the moment we’ve been waiting for. The album takes the emotional essence of those EPs and brings it into an elevated and refined realm of instrumentation and arrangement.
Take a spin with ‘Dye It Red’ and ‘Worth It’ and you’ll hear the pure intuition Bea has approached in the songwriting of both. Cinematic fills meet strings and clever tempo changes make each track perfect for pop playlists, yet offer something different for pop fans to latch onto.
It’s clear that beabadoobee’s affinity with the guitar is a special one, even though she’s only been playing the instrument for three years. As she described to Richard Kingsmill on 2020, the guitar became her solace when her life was going down the wrong path.
“I got kicked out of school and everything was going completely down hill.” she said. Her dad bought her her first guitar shortly after and from there, beabadoobee began focusing on learning the instrument.
“I was really depressed and he definitely noticed that; he thought getting me a guitar would help me express myself, and it really did.”
Her parents’ influence extends beyond her connection with the guitar too, with Bea’s mum offering up early examples of musical influence during her childhood. She may have been born in 2000, but beabadoobee’s musical education was anchored heavily in the emotional, grunge-heavy era of 90’s rock.
Fake It Flowers evokes a wide range of influences, from the likes of Julianna Hatfield, The Cardigans to Smashing Pumpkins and Elastica, but as Bea remembered, it was Veruca Salt and Alanis Morrisette’s music that she really found a home with.
“It was so familiar and it’s that nostalgia I want people to feel when they listen to my music.” Bea said.
“The whole ‘90s thing, it’s really flattering. People might think I want to do it in a technical way or that I try to make it sound like that but i think that if you listen to music from a certain time, it inevitably will influence the music you write without you even realising.”
It’s refreshing to hear a young artist like beabadoobee talk about her influences so openly and proudly. Particularly today, where there’s a certain pressure for artists to be creating music that feels like it’s reinventing the wheel, Bea’s embrace of this music is one listeners can absorb and enjoy. Plus, she’s freakin’ good at it.
beabadoobee’s mastering of the frantic, wild guitar-driven sounds is a striking take away that you are hit with early on in the piece (‘Worth It’, ‘Back To Mars’), but Fake It Flowers also proves that she can be vulnerable on record too. Intimacy and melodic nuance come across as well as the enthusiasm behind the lush guitars and well-paced percussion.
The 20-year-old spotlights young love and the intricacies of relationships without veering into huge cliched territory narrating the ups and downs of navigating them with transparency; ‘Further Away’ and ‘Horen Sarrison’ almost acting like bookends for a first argument.
“You are the smell of pavement / After the rain / You are the last / Empty seat on a train”
Further, Fake It Flowers is unafraid to be open about mental health and Bea’s own inner struggles as a teenager.
Moving to the UK from the Philippines with her family at a young age, Bea grew up in Camden; a place that she attributes to influencing her sound and style as well. Being kicked out of her all-girls Catholic school for slipping grades and rebellious behaviour, Bea slipped into a period of turmoil that she truly had to go through, to get through.
It’s this part of her life that is presented with beauty on ‘Charlie Brown’. On this track, Bea confronts this dark time in her life, referencing the self-harm she went through, but also uses this moment of reflection to acknowledge the person she has since become.
“It’s about the idea of doing things as a distraction from your life.” she told Kingsmill.
“It’s about how you feel and those distractions not necessarily being the best ones. Understanding that mistake and the temptation of doing something bad to make you feel better is always going to be there. It was me pouring my heart out, confessing it.”
It’s a moment of pride as it is sombre reflection, and a strong example of how Bea’s songwriting has strengthened over the last year.
An early signing to Dirty Hit - the flagship label of The 1975 - helped frame beabadoobee as a bedroom pop star-in-the-making. But Fake It Flowers suggests her status likely to shift as her sound and profile continues to grow, even if that trajectory is about to crank up some.
“I didn’t really expect any of this to happen, this whole music thing was not planned.” she says earnestly.
“I love everything that’s happening now and I appreciate everything that’s happened now, it’s just that it takes a while to get used to things. Especially for someone who isn’t used to any of this.”
The album isn’t without its flaws; there are moments where that emotional climax feels rushed (‘Further Away’), but the intent behind the songs and Bea’s talent as a writer outshines them.
A record that has been made with cathartic sing-alongs, emotional purging and sheer enjoyment in mind, Fake It Flowers is the perfect way to introduce an artist who clearly has solid writing and instrumental chops on her side.